I first came across this song through this talent show audition that came up on youtube.  I don't know why it recently popped back into my head but it did and it got stuck and it's still perfect and I don't really need to be feeling like this right now..   Not my kind of music really, but....

I don't write him letters that I'll never send (not in this verson, but in the full lyrics below), but I realize that I store up things to tell him and I'm bursting (No please don't give me advice about how to deal with that)  I just wanted to name my pain.  

ktxbai (telling you did help -I bawled some, and I stopped....ish....)

Lyrics:
I picked up your shirts this morning
I don’t know why, I don’t know why
Mr Reynolds said to say hello
I started to cry, I started to cry
Every place we ever walked and
Everywhere we talked, I miss you
You never leave my mind
So much of you is left behind
You took my days with you
Took my nights with you
Those unfinished conversations
We used to have still speak to me
And I write you letters every day
That I’ll never send and you’ll never see
All this wishful thinking
Gets me nowhere I can’t stay
Though my heart is broken
It keeps breaking every day
You took my hopes with you
Took my dreams with you
I keep thinking that you’ll be calling
Everyone says that it’s all in my head
And I can’t accept it yet
I’m not ready to just give in
I know that I can’t live in this pain
With these feelings of regret
I can’t comprehend this
And pretend that I don’t care
Any place I wanna be
I wanna see you there
You took my life with you
Took my world with you



 

Last edited by monster (6/18/2021 11:11 pm)