Let me catch all of you up on all the shit.  Not all the shit, just all the shit I can share with you, my family of choice.  Sorry in advance for my absence and tardiness.  I'm sorry.

F U C K I N G   O C T O B E R .

2020 was bad. 10/2022 was worse.

First, SonofV had a(nother) seizure.  Went to the hospital. heh.... was at the hospital when the seizure struck.  New employer, same job, new site, ... wait for it... he patrols a hospital.. where he had the seizure.  Kismet, Karma, Koincidence?  DON'T CARE. They had the anti-seizure meds in him inside of 60 seconds of the seizure. THANK YOU.  A couple nights in the hospital.  Then home, he's ok, thank you baby jeebus.

Caught my breath.

Twil into the hospital, notified by text message while at work.

?!?!?!?!?!?  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This was the start of a two week stay.  There, that's a few words that completely desiccates the day by day dripping agony of the experience.  She suffered internal bleeding to the degree that multiple blood transfusions were required.  "lost half her blood volume" was a sentence pronounced by the medical staff.  Sadness, urine, fear, not an unholy trinity, STILL SUCKS.  After an eternity in the hospital, she was discharged on a Friday. 

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday was awesome.

Sunday morning, call from the hospital.  My Mom is in the Intermediate care ward.  Truck, ferry, parking, hospital.  Then Mom died on Tuesday.

Since then everything has been fucked up.  I'm still fucked up.  I'm working on the paperwork now.  I haven't finished processing anything.

I'm just still fucked up.